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Name: Carolyn, (Or you can just call me Kibbles)

Age: 19.

Location: Arkansas…

How do you identify?: I’m a bisexual. I prefer girls to guys. I’ve also been finding myself wondering if I was really meant to be a boy. Naturally I’m a female, but as long as I can remember I’ve questioned if this is what I was really meant to be.

Interests/hobbies:

Hobbies:

I love writing. I like to create little drabbles, and I’ve been known to write a story or two. I love RP style writing, I mean what can I say drama is my favorite subject AND who doesn't wish they could be someone else once and a while?

Listening to music! Who doesn't love music? It helps us express ourselves when we don't have a way too! It tells you the mood when you’re watching a movie! Its... just... OMGD!! I can't say how much I love music!!
Driving or chilling in the car! To me nothing is more relaxing then going on a nice long car ride after a stressful day, although with gas prices as they are even a nice car ride has turned stressful.
Just Chilling, you know when your with friends and you’re not really doing anything? Like when you’re having a few drinks and some music is playing everyone is either laughing at each other or sitting in comfortable silence? To me, those are the best memories and are the best feelings in the world.
Video games!!! Ok now admit it. Video games are a savior, and to each his own right? I love Kingdom Hearts!! ( SoraxRiku RoxasxAxel) I have the games (for the ps2 and ds) well except chain of memories; I didn't really understand how to play that one and was really depressed.
Also I love Sly Cooper! heh I've all three!

Interests:

Sounds (because they're beautiful however they're made)
Words (because their really sounds we make for communication)

I also have some weird thing for gay boys. XD

Favorite books: The Giver. RX. Anything Ellen Hopkins or Ann Rice. Boy Meets Boy. Havemercy. Shadow Magic, and The Black-dagger brotherhood series.

Favorite films: Star Trek 2009 FTW!!! Formula 17! Go Go G-Boys! Anything Disney, Up makes me cry (and no just tear up. No I'm talking about the first 10 minutes I'm sobbing its so sad, but after that I'm laughing through the whole thing. it was an amazing movie!!) Finding Nemo!! Oh! I love Tim Burton! And Kevin Smith!! The Lovely Bones (Once more I cried, like 75% of that movie I spent crying, it was beautiful) House of a Thousand Corpses... Old school horror films that star Vince Price… Just to name a few...

Favorite music: Okay, I’ve to say it. I love Korean Pop music. Big Bang is my favorite. I’m like, border lining obsessive when it comes to those boys. Kwon Jiyong and Choi Seung hyun are simply brilliant!
I love pop-ish music. Alternative is one of my fave. genera's. Dir en grey is also a favorite of mine, they're a grunge screamo kinda sound... I love a lot of music. Not really into Country or Gospel... seeing as I'm not really religious... But I've listened to a lot so I like to think I've a pretty open mind when it comes to music... I love sounds in general. So music is a blessing to me.

What would you like to send/receive?: Emails are amazing, but letters are so much better. Um… Small gifts maybe in the future?

Who would you like to send and receive mail from?: You who be reading this! XD Anyone really. I’m hoping to make friends that I can one day venture out and visit. ^^

What countries would you like to receive mail from and send to?: All of them! Hehe It doesn’t matter to me. I only speak English though, so they should know it too. I do know a few saying in Korean, Japanese, French, and Spanish but not enough to claim the language. So anywhere that speaks enough English to communicate is perfect as far as I’m concerened.

Anything that you would particularly NOT like to receive?: (eg. "food/candy with nuts")
Drugs… body parts… um… Stalker pics? XD I really don’t want anything that is illegal. Other than that I don’t see a problem with anything.

What would be in your dream letter or package?: Hummm Pictures of where ever you’re from. Poems, short stories, song lyrics, definitions of interesting words… Anything that makes your heart sore and can show me what you see as beauty. ^^

Anything else you'd like to add?: Nope… OH!! I should warn you I’m extremely random. I also like making a lot of references to things too.

Picture? And here is my picture taken about... 15 minutes ago! Whoots!

A One-a
And a Two-a

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Hi! :D
I found some very interesting similarities between us - at first you wrote about wondering if you were meant to be a boy, and that's just how I'm feeling.
I write a lot too - mostly ridiculous fanfic/slash drabbles which I never finish, but yeah xD

Uh, you wrote Star Trek there. Eh, IU'm a hardcore Star Wars fan, but anything with 'star' will do fine, right? :D

Also. Gay boys. I meant to write tht in my first post, but I wasn't sure how the real-life gay dudes would take that. But, i share your interest. Really... a lot. xD

Greetings! ^^

Ya know last time I went to a Star Trek convention some Jedi showed up and tried to take down some Volcan... It wasn't pretty, I mean the force didn't work to well on the Volcan's lack of emotions, and it was pretty funny until the Jedi got upset and busted out their light sabers, then the Volcan's used their fazers... then it went hand to hand and the secutiry escorted everyone outside. XD

Just saying. lol It was the first think I thought of when I read your line about 'Star' working. XDDD

Okay so anyways. Yeah, I've been question that a lot lately, more so then I've ever before. I wrote a little drabble about it.
I've a few gay boy friends. They find it funny, but people always see things different thought. XD

Dude I'm from Arkansas!

And I've had that feeling to; the I want to be a boy but I'm not sure what to think really. That's really cool. I just don't like how poorly surgery for that has progressed :( I like girls more; too.

XD Very awesome; do you like Manga or yAoi/yuri?

BTW I don't use my lj much but if you want to talk/trade mail then send me a message or ad my facebook XD facebook.com/dreamtemperature

I'm Born in Arkansas, Raised in Oklahoma, then we moved back here... my family is very strange. XD

I know right? I've really only discussed my feeling about the subject with one of my friends. I was bawling while texting her over it. Living in the southern end of the United States doesn't give you much help when looking around. There is so little support for anything that has to do with liking you're own gender. It's ridiculous, and just hurts when you can't ask anyone to help you. :C

http://two-dents.livejournal.com/4893.html

That was the end result of that whole conversation. I felt so realieved just to have someone to talk about it with. ^^ I love my cinnimonster! She makes me so happy! lol

I used to be really into Manga and Yaoi, but alas, I've fallen out of the loop. :C

I'm so adding you on Facebook. I like facebook. I Tweet a lot, so if yous has a Twitter, you can so tweet with me! ^^

http://twitter.com/Two_Dents

Hah, must have been awesome xD
I remember watching some Star Trek show on TV a few years ago - I kinda liked it, but kept it very secret from my nerd-friends. xD

Yeah, it's pretty confusing. You never know how people will take it, do you? :D

Funny you should mention stalker pics.
My best friend actually got one of them (she was wearing hot pants and standing in the pond) as a birthday card :D

Lmao nice. I've never had a stalker... BUT my bff followed me around for a whole day and kept sending me pictures off all the places I had visited after I left them... It was very confusing. XD

That's the worst thing: she didn't have a stalker. Her neighbours just thought it was a nice thing to do, you know, photographing her through a tree or something.
Wow, sounds like a very loving bff? :D

lol, yeah... That's totally loving and not weird in any way... XD

Yeah she is. It was a very confusing day though. lol. I was like why are you following me!?!?!

They're, like, 60 or something. It was not weird or disturbing. Her window faces their house, so yeah. Nice neighbours, I guess.

Did she have a reason, then?

lol, That's cool.

She said she saw me driving and just decided to follow me XDDD

Absolutely.

See, that is a valid reason, you know. I fully understand why she did that xD

So, I admit to having started to read your intro, but the I stopped at Korean Pop
:BBBBBBB
I went to Korea three (I think?!) years ago and absolutely fell in love with Super Junior, which are far superior to Big Bang ;D

let's be friends? :DD

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Hey there! I'd love to write with yous. I'm kinda banned from my computer at the moment, so I don't mean to seem like I'm ignoring you. ((A dear friend has taken pitty on me and is allowing me to use her laptop for the moment.))

I should get my laptop back in no time, and I promise you will be one of the first people I respond too. XD

I'm so sorry I took so long to get back to yous~~! I mean no offense!

I personally think you make a beautiful girl and would make an equally handsome man. U___U

Rawr!!! ^^

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