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Name: amanda.

Age: 17.

Location: las vegas, nv, usa.

How do you identify?: female. i usually just say i'm bisexual, because it's a lot easier to say that than what i feel like i am. which is that i'm just attracted to who i'm attracted to, be it looks or personality, and it doesn't matter a bit what they are (which may fall under pansexual? but i still feel like it's too narrow to name it; i'm just a sexual being like everyone else).

Interests/hobbies: technical theatre (sound and lights especially), writing, listening to music, movies, psychology, drawing, reading, tumblr, facebook, hanging with friends, the paranormal, television, and stuff like that.

Favourite books: catcher in the rye is my favourite without a doubt. it changed how i looked at myself and the world so much. just listen, the giver, hills like white elephants, evergreen, full tilt, etc.

Favourite films: (500) days of summer, rocky horror, get him to the greek, twelve, 9, beetle juice, mirrors, haunting in connecticut, the graduate, rushmore, what happens in vegas, unstoppable, etc.

Favourite music: my band list is too long, but genre wise i usually stick to alternative/post-hardcore/pop-rock/pop-punk/some popular pop stuff and a bunch of random songs i just fall in love with. i'm a lyrics person, but i can't seem to stand country.

Who would you like to send and receive mail from?: anyone who can thinks they can get along with me. i'm usually very laid back. i've been told i'm an old soul? while that might be bullshit, i do think i act older than my age. and being constantly immature and bitchy gets on my nerves.(:

Anything else you'd like to add?: i have borderline personality disorder, so i can be very black and white. and i have moments where i don't really know what i'm doing or saying, although you have to be close to me to see that side of me. but i try to always be honest with people. no matter how much it will hurt me, them, or the relationship. in the end, it's just the best way to go. lying and pretending may elongate the relationship, but if it's fake why would you want it?

i'm a little messed up. i have moments of complete depression, and moments where i'm completely happy to the point of mania. so here's my warning sign: i have a lot of baggage, but that's taught me a lot. i don't judge people about anything they do. and i don't really react to things like cutting, drinking, or drugs. it doesn't phase me and has no impression on how i see someone as a person.

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